3/16/08

Today was Founders' Day. I feel empty. There is something missing. I feel as if I know what it is, but that if I had to name it, I would give it a misnomer. I think I also feel burnt out; like I'm merely going through the motions, but I have no feeling. Overall, this is very uncomfortable. It makes me think of questions like, what happens when we die? do we have souls? should I be worried about mine? why is nature so perfect? is this it? why am I still in pain? is it ever going to stop hurting? it doesn't feel like it.