3/30/08

I wish I wasn't sleeping alone tonight. Since he wants a throw back to a simpler time, that's how it goes. Even though we don't sleep well together, I'd like to wake up next to him since I know he's honest with me and will be there for me. And will in general take my side. I think it's security; I feel safe. I don't have to say anything, but I can feel him saying that it's going to be ok. But that's how it is. I guess things change. I just wish I knew why. Maybe then I could change them back to how I want them or when they were simpler. I'll be fine. Jesse says so. Right now, that makes it true.