Monday, April 23, 2007

Wish

I'm unhappy and sad. I don't like to be unhappy and sad, but right now I feel like I don't really have a choice. I wish people would be more honest with me. I wish people didn't break me. I wish I didn't push things to the point of hurt. I wish I could just let somethings be and let somethings go. I wish I could accept things the way they are since there isn't anything I can do to change them. I wish he didn't assume I didn't want to talk to him, even if all I would be able to handle was a hello. I wish she wasn't a bitch who just stopped everything as easily as snapping her fingers. I wish she had asked me how I felt instead of demanding an apology I can't give. I wish I could cry and sob and shake because I maybe it would make me feel better. I wish tears could fix things.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Oooo

La la la...I just wanted to write a post since I haven't in just about forever. Anyway, I'm going to write a list in my next post...it will be awesome.