1/29/08

uh...yeah. Well shit happens. But I get through stuff, no problem. I just have to be careful with myself.

1/27/09

InWic went really well. My talks and workshops all were well-received. That makes me so glad! Rush was difficult, even being in the kitchen. I feel exhausted and cranky. I miss dancing. I miss Bryan.

1/24/08

People are back from their international excursions, I'm writing a workshop and a couple speeches. Life is going well. It's stressful, but good. OR is over. But I need to start on my other classes. Currently, I'm worrying about the workshop and speeches, followed by RUSH. Then I will be able to focus on other things.

1/22/08

http://www.wikihow.com/Dress-Emo-for-Girls

hehe. I'm such a "hater."

1/21/08

The bitter is slowly subsiding but it's being replaced by a new feeling. I have no idea what this new feeling is or what to call it. It's just kind of there. And I don't know where I'm at in my life right now. I'm just so tired. I need sleep.

I'm so bitter.

IN YOUR FUCKING FACE!!

Here I am, not being bitter or holding a grudge! Haha. I'm just so happy that I've finished my OR homework. I worked on it all afternoon on Wednesday, all day on Thursday, and I came in early today to finish it. I did two extra problems the rest of the class didn't do because my professor is memory deficient and he probably didn't remember. But I did them all and I turned in 14 pages of homework today. And I told him I wanted it back on Monday before I take the final. Warm fuzzies, I think I'll go sleep.

Post-Its!

I got more Post-Its today. My mom bought me some yesterday at Staples, but they were bright yellow and that's really painful for my eyes to look at for too long. And we all know I look at Post-Its for a really long time. So I got some nice pastels and muted recycled Post-It colors. Yay.

I also took care of my boots today. I'm going to have them re-soled with rubber so that it doesn't come off, thank goodness. And then I will have to go back to the Coach store and get reimbursed. I love Coach. Their customer service is like Nordstrom. *Happy thoughts*

I have to call a couple Nordstrom stores and finc out if they have this hat in other colors. I like it so much I want more of them...and my mom likes it so much she's willing to get more of them.

Well, off to make some phone calls and work on a paper!

Hi Kendra!!!

Of course I remember Kendra!! haha. Your phone was a wonderful inspiration, but unfortunately for the rest of us, it's only available on Verizon. :( Plus, I'd really like it to be the size of my Blackjack when it's open.

We have to hang out and soon!! When do you work?

Phones

I had this inspiration. OK, maybe it was a sort-of inspiration. I was just thinking about what has to be in a phone. What makes the RAZR so thin and why can't my Blackjack be as thin. And why can't my Blackjack fold in half? I'd really enjoy that. A phone with a qwerty keyboard that folds in half. Like a flip phone. Is there already a phone like that? I guess now I'll have to go find out. I like flip phones. I'm not fond of slide phones. *Note to self: Learn how to manufacture mobile phone in basement/garage.

Chocolat

I love Chocolat. It does so many good things for me.

• I love Juliette Binoche and Carrie-Ann Moss. Oh and I suppose Johnny Depp. Yes, definitely include him.
• I am reminded of the subtle power (I meant that to be an oxymoron, you get to figure it out) of good company and the joy it brings.
• I love the orgasmic quality of food.
• I love beautiful night gowns that are actually gowns and not plaid flannel.
• I love strong women who have a core group of girlfriends to go to for fun and advice.

*Sigh*

Giant Liver

And then this prince in shiny and downright sparkling armor came to rescue me from the giant liver which was brandishing dangerous and altered tree branches. Each end of all the twigs on the branch had little hands and fists that looked like they could tear you apart. Very scary indeed. The brave and valiant prince fought the giant liver with a shrinking spray, very similar to Pam. Once shrank back to its normal size, the liver became very scared of the tree branch it had once used as weapon. It hopped over to me and jumped right back where it was supposed to be. The prince and I were bonded by this incident and we decided that we should go play mini-golf in celebration.

CS and I are Friends.

The great thing about CS is that it's new. People can still come up with new stuff and I still feel like I could do something new. And I don't have to set up a lab to do it. I can do it on my own. Or I can work with other people on an idea. Basically, I'm never bored. With biology, what am I going to do, find the femur on a rat? That is an exciting discovery. If I were into literature I could analyze Dickens' work for the millionth time. Yes, CS and I get along. And I'm really happy about that. When I'm happy I radiated that happy and make other people happy.

Really good day, outside of the manager at Blockbuster being a complete and utter douchebag. I could count the ways, but you'd stop reading. Other than that, very productive with things that don't actually need to get done. I need to learn how to draw and after that I need to learn how to use Fireworks or Photoshop or some other graphics program. While I'm at it, I should probably just learn about graphics in general. *Note to self: e-mail Chad Byers.* Goodness I really like my life right now. And Victoria's Secret pjs!!! Shot, I have to ask my mom what her big announcement is. I was supposed at dinner, but I forgot. I'll write it on a post-it...that will work!!

*Sigh* Big day tomorrow. Moving back to Greencastle. Hopefully I'll get to hang out with Katie O., that would be really really fun.

Dots

Things will be fine. They will all be just fine. I'm completely confident that everything will work out. I don't know if it will work out for the best, but it will work out.

Hmph

Sleeping did not help as much as I hoped it would. And I can't get ahold of Haley. She would tell me something I need to hear right now. I think I need to go to Family PharmaCare and get more Iodaform packing. Anyway, back to the issue here. I should talk to Haley, she knows the history. I could talk to Adrie, but I'm pretty sure she would chastise me for making a bad decision. I'm going to work on pushing it out of my mind and not dealing with it until I absolutely have to.

On a lighter note, I like soup. I need to e-mail Bayo.

...uh...

omg. what have I done? I'm reeling. I just...oh oh oh. This is totally not as bad as I'm making it seem. right. good. and I'll be fine tomorrow. perfect.

Capri Blue

Not much is happening right now. I went to Greencastle yesterday to see lots of people, which was really fun. I get to start working and being productive again. Like today, I was very productive. It made me happy. And stressed. I suddenly feel very very stressed. I have to finish my classes. And I want to finish them as soon as possible.

We'll see how tomorrow goes.

New

new year, new things, new news. I love how news is just new things, making news the plural of new. : )